Have no time this week to blog and now finally I sit down and Shaun of the Dead is on the box. I do love shaun of the dead. One week into website course holiday and have sorted nothing- we have 2 weeks off but a test / assessment when we return!. CS2 just not the same as dreamweaver and I cannot afford to buy dreamweaver. I need to do meta tags tho! Urgently. Its just not good for business not being SEO ( serach engine friendly for the uninitiated!)
Doing the first Mind body and spirit festival tomorrow. Exciting but may be a flop yet. Starting to get loads of sales calls and buying a new mobile so I can switch the work one off after 6:30 since I have had a call at 8pm every night for the last 4 days and its getting a bit much. I would really like to believe this means brackencraft will be a success but i cant quite do it. Believe that is! And what will I do when I get a huge order? I want it to happen but can I fullfill it? Ofcourse I can but I will not be able to do the markets. That would be great but then I do have regular customers now and it isnt just a case of letting them down. I really do enjoy the markets and currentlyt that how I make it work. Tho not getting up at 1am to be there for 2am which is Wellesbourne would be a good one. Its just too expensive to get a permanent pitch and to be honest we dont do every week cos I am now getting regular events. Back to the course- not going well. I just feel like the thick kid in the class! Maybe I am. Last year went amazing but this year just not as good. Maybe its the teacher but it could be me! Either way makes no difference in the end. I do hope I pass tho. Weird cos maybe thats the problem. Last year I wanted to build a website and didnt care about the qualification. Having done well last year I want to do well again so it matters what grade I get. Maybe I should just relax and have fun again.....................after all I already have a website that works and I will make it SEO eventually even if I have to buy CS4 to do it!!! Onward and upwards etc. I do hope tomorrow will be a good day. Otherwise my future is outside in the wind and the rain forever.............
This is about me finding myself and the story of how I have changed my life, become self employed and how I developed the products which are now my livelihood. Its the story of all the trials and problems and wonders of life that happen. I cannot even think what it would be like to return to the me of 2008 now and altho I am very poor really financially I am so very much happier and quality of life is so much better. And I am closer to being free than ever before in my adult life.
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