funeral

Well today it finally happened. I already seem to have a cold coming on thru all the familly kissing. havent seen many of em for 20+ years tho so WHAT EVER! Grandma was seen off in style. Found I was later watching the clock knowing the crem gets switched on at 6pm. Frying tonight! Yes I am a sick human being! I cried. Hate myself but I did. havent heard anything from the job interview and that most likely means I didnt get it. Still not qualified so no idea why they even gave me the interview. Xmas market looming - approx a month till the big one and not sure I have anywhere near enough stock to even consider doing a proper xmas market. Tho I suppose in the end we can always retreat tails between legs etc. Other than that lots of different liqueurs started off for xmas drinking and we even found some sloes on a hedge when walking the hounds. Havent read any blogs recently but will catch up in next few days. My new ( celtic) year resolution is to get up to date with blogging! Met my cousin KAREN after about 30 years and shes really nice. Met lost of other relatives too. What can I say? Sadly didnt meet all who were there but didnt know who they all were. Never mind. Sadly there could be more funerals coming. I know of 4 people of my own age who died in this october and 3 of them committed suicide. Weird!