usless at blogin!

Well do not seem to be very good at this blogging/ diary stuff really. Not very good at workin either. Making soap/ the business is always on my mind and finding it very difficult to actually do my job properly! Normally would start looking for a new job but this time think I need to concentrate on my business. The trouble is will my employer sack me for not getting round go being ace at my job. Normally either I would become ace or leave. Have never (yet) been sacked! Bit worried cos cant concentrate. This time round I can do with keeping the job to pay bills etc and also doing my own thing. Am a bit worried tho cos now M wants a logistics business instead. Him to operate tho. Could be good for me getting cheaper rates at a future date I suppose! My employer is just annoying me right now. Cant seem to do anything right. Apparently zero% payrise this year too which has annoyed me especially since the country has currently got a serious inflation problem.