This is about me finding myself and the story of how I have changed my life, become self employed and how I developed the products which are now my livelihood. Its the story of all the trials and problems and wonders of life that happen. I cannot even think what it would be like to return to the me of 2008 now and altho I am very poor really financially I am so very much happier and quality of life is so much better. And I am closer to being free than ever before in my adult life.
Friday, 27 April 2012
More dishwasher problems
Well it is 6 months since SMEG gave us a replacement dishwasher for their piece of junk we bought. Again it is broken!!! Interestingly just as I started to look at fridges. I need a fridge desperately. Cant afford it right now but had a quick look round and ofcourse liked SMEG. Well I am not going to buy anything SMEG ever again!!!! What a load of expensive rubbish made by smeg. The customer services dept are saying we may not have a warranty for the replacement dishwasher as well so could be back to doing washing up. May have to talk to trading standards about it. Considering our bottom of the range Candy was thrown out to make our house look more saleable because the Candy was an ancient rusty but working machine, Smeg really is rubbish. They look nice but are unreliable in performance. Blogger has changed and I cant find anything!!
Suppose I will get used to it eventually. I am going to try to blog regularly again.
Walter has a new baby. About a month ago he/she flew down to a tree and showed me where it had had an egg hatch. Weird. This wild bird is very friendly. I am worried tho cos seems to have a hole in chest. Unlikely to be a bullet hole since where it is there would be no bird left so have to assume he has been caught in something.Also shows no pain and continues to preen when I speak to him. Anyway there is new fledgling and like parents is unafraid and sits on the tree and I can talk to it. We now have a whole flock. I wonder how long till the council cull them. They could do so. These tho are wood pigeons not feral pigeons so I do not know if they will cull. I hope not and certainly will not allow access in my garden. I am prepared to go to court if necessary to try to stop them. Having said that they have not said they will yet but nasty neighbour has been complaining cos they sit waiting to be fed on her roof in the morning. If we had a bigger garden I would put up a dove cote. Mind you I have been told the starlings tend to be the residents not pigeons and doves. Still would be a nice feature.
The business has near enough ended. Sad but true. Since no business debts I hope one day it may pick up. Trouble is vegan or not many folk are being forced to buy cheap cosmetics from places like the £1 shop. Cant blame em. I am struggling to survive. Alcohol is off the menu completely. I havent made any wine either since am using the wine butts as water butts cos we have a hose pipe ban. Mind you right this minute we also have torrential rain!. Funniest drought I have ever known. I am just waiting to be reported for using the hose to empty the water butt which contains our bath and sink water. Greywater. We diverted it to use on the garden in droughts but with all the rain I have to keep emptying it else it overflows. Our lovely neighbours will eventually report us if they havent already. Still no offense is being committed and cant see the water company minding. If ever we get to have a real shortage of water we will be able to keep our garden alive.
I am growing loads of veg again. We already have radishes and lettuces and oriental greens which can either be cooked or eaten raw. Thats in the garden. Up the road at the allotment I have spring cabbage which is starting to flower so we need to eat asap. Spring onions and garlic and we have just planted some spuds. We have loads more spuds but it is so wet we cannot get them in. Need a day of sunshine to do it. I now have 2 allotments. The new one was wasteland a couple of weeks ago and took some serious clearing and rotovating.I think it could be good tho. Its 4 times the size of the old one and has great potential altho half of it is shady. I have been researching plants to grown in shade - edible plants that is. I am going to invest in saskatoons. They originate in Canada. They are very like blueberries which I love but will grow in any soil. I am having problems with the bluberries I already have. I am rubbish with acid loving plants. Saskatoons could be just what I need. There are also alpine berries which are similar to redcurrants so I am thinking of these as well. That would take care of most of the shady bit cos we can put compost bins and a shed on the rest of it and some sort of water catcher to divert the rain into a water butt - which we have yet to buy! I have great plans but currently not even the money to fence it! Still give a few months I am sure it will happen.
So now all I have to do is try to get round to blogging...........
Monday, 12 March 2012
Walter is making nests
Its been months. I have been ill. Diagnosed with Raynauds which is not a nice complaint. I have probably had it years. remember symptoms going back to 1995. Still life goes on.
Walter has taken to sitting on the Alder tree morning and evening. This mornng he/she flew down into the shady garden where the snowdrops grow ( my garden is split into sections) and picked up a twig. Flew into the alder again and showed me then flew onto the one remaining leylandii and sat starting at me. I felt maybe I should go and I walked away but turned to watch just around the corner to see walter disapear into the middle of the leylandii. Well we had best let that one live now hadnt we! Lovely to know this creature though and more than a year after his/her release it is amazing that it seems to want to know me. Always at a distance for this is wild bird not a pet, but still walter makes himself known. He also seems very jealous when I tell my chickens they are beautiful or fluffy or whatever other silly things I tell them and starts to coo-coo to get my attention. I feel very privaledged to know this wild animal. I somehow doubt I will ever know another wild bird as well as this one. It is a once in a lifetime friendship this.
I am currently tryin to make a needle case. Its quite difficult since most patterns use flet and its wool so is not vegan. So far I am playing with velvet and various other fabric but have yet to make a decision. I used to have some felt squares infact. If they are still in the shed I may just have to give in and use them. After all I still own them even if they have been in a box for years and what is worst, to throw something useful cos it happens to be made of wool - I still bought them sometime, or to be a good vegan and go and buy something new. My morals do become a bit confusing sometimes.
Walter has taken to sitting on the Alder tree morning and evening. This mornng he/she flew down into the shady garden where the snowdrops grow ( my garden is split into sections) and picked up a twig. Flew into the alder again and showed me then flew onto the one remaining leylandii and sat starting at me. I felt maybe I should go and I walked away but turned to watch just around the corner to see walter disapear into the middle of the leylandii. Well we had best let that one live now hadnt we! Lovely to know this creature though and more than a year after his/her release it is amazing that it seems to want to know me. Always at a distance for this is wild bird not a pet, but still walter makes himself known. He also seems very jealous when I tell my chickens they are beautiful or fluffy or whatever other silly things I tell them and starts to coo-coo to get my attention. I feel very privaledged to know this wild animal. I somehow doubt I will ever know another wild bird as well as this one. It is a once in a lifetime friendship this.
I am currently tryin to make a needle case. Its quite difficult since most patterns use flet and its wool so is not vegan. So far I am playing with velvet and various other fabric but have yet to make a decision. I used to have some felt squares infact. If they are still in the shed I may just have to give in and use them. After all I still own them even if they have been in a box for years and what is worst, to throw something useful cos it happens to be made of wool - I still bought them sometime, or to be a good vegan and go and buy something new. My morals do become a bit confusing sometimes.
Sunday, 8 January 2012
Walter my wild pigeon
Its pretty amazing and many times I have queried it and not beleived what is in front of me but one year on my girl is on my bird table in front of my kitchen window and unlike all the other wild pigeons she /he but I think its a she , is not scared of the doves or the little birds. She chases them off the table cos its hers! She is my baby. She is wild and free and does not want me or any human near her but she cannot resist me and mick and so she comes and she walks right up to you should she chose to do so. Its a weird one and I am so privaledged to know her. A year ago she flew away and we expected that that is that but it was not. We feed her defrosted peas and so she comes home. I can honestly say I love my free wild pigeon. I hope she lives long. While she comes to feed I cannot move house. According to the ornithology soc. she might even make 17. The oldest known and tracken woodey made 17 so realistically she could get nto there or even older. So it seems I am here to stay................. We usually move house to go up the ladder and make money. OI refuse now to leave walter. Today I called her to say there were peas on the table and she swooped over me. She does a circuit around me. If you have never seen a pigeon do this is unbelieveable. To beginm with I just refused to beileieve but one year on I just have to give in. This is real. She comes home to feed and say hello. So do her babies but they are not tame. With Walter you can open the back door and she stays there and eats on the bird table. No other pigeon will stay. Most wont even eat if the kitchen light is on. Walter is my bird, free, not tame and truly wild............... the way she was meant to be
Robert Peston
Waht a complete idiot seems this man. I may well be wrong bearing in mind I am a complete fool regarding politics, but what a complete fool from what I just heard him say. Will anyone beleive him, if they do more fool them. The world is in a bad way but this man is a prat!!!! Ran prieur has more idea in his little finger than this complete prat does!!!! And that is besides our govt! idiot fool and prat!!!Sometimes I am so ashamed to be british!
Thursday, 3 November 2011
to be an author?
Well I have been incredibly slack and life has again stopped me from blogging or that is the excuse. It has taken me most of the week but finally I am writing or intending to but have already scived off to get round to the emails I promised to send. Besides the rushing round after my Dad who is now coming home - more later on that!, I have decided it was sensible and time efficient to make what I need now for the next event rather than the usual last minute panic so have made the bath bombs needed for Lincoln Vegan fair which is on 12th! Maybe I am getting back into the routine. I used to be very good at this you know and lost it with the onset of the recession since stopped needing new stock. I can now tho guess just about what will sell and how much of it is needed depending on size of event. That means everything is pretty freshly made so no older stock hanging around and ofcourse it is all better when fresh too so better for customers to have newly made stuff. I have to buy some new tupperwares since have altered the way I am storing and transporting stuff. I used to store and transport in boxes. The trouble is the different scents seem to transfer to each other. The product is fine when unwrapped but the wrapper on soap etc gets to smell of all the others around it which inhibits the smelling of the diffrent varieties I do and puts people off. If I store say 6 bars in one sealed tupperware the scent is very strong and they know just what they are getting. It works loads better and sales have increased. I do not have enough tupperwares tho for everything so off to Ikea tomorrow to buy 18 packs of tupperwares!. Then off to my Ma`s cos my dad is coming home. He has still got 2 legs but has to now wait until they get round to operating since the infection is under control. Basically he is now on a waiting list. horrible. All the time as well he is in extreme pain and they still intend to take off the leg. Hopefully before xmas and not during it. He is home tomorrow sometime. By ambulance since cannot get leg plus caliper which holds the bones together into a car! So who know when he will actually get home. In the meantime he is already driving my Ma mad cos he wants to install a gym in the lounge of their flat which is quite a small flat and will ruin the lounge for the future. He has some idea of using a cycling device but since he can only move one leg its all just crazy. And very expensive but my dad as usual is completely impractical. I can see arguements as soon as he is settled so am off round there to mediate!
Sally became ill with an infection of the liver just after my last blog. First she got sour crop, then violent diahorea and followed by jaundice around her eyes if you turned her upside down the skin round her rear was yellow. I took her to the vet after her weight had dropped to 1.2kg. Vet reckoned she had a 50:50 chance and was probably over the worst and if she lived the next two days could be ok. That was the middle of September. Now its November and she is still here. Its been about 7 weeks since she came in and amazingly she has recovered from a liver infection which sent her skin and eye lids bright yellow. She also went down to 900g and is now back to 1800g so doing ok. Still not the 3kg she should be but given a week to integrate she should I reckon be able to stand up to the rest of the flock and move back into the hen house. None of them have so far reached the 3kg mark anyway despite me trying to get weight on them. All are around 2.5kg. She is still in the house in a rabbit cage and ventures into the garden regularly. Between eating tons of food,she keeps moaning at me to let her out and then when she has had enough she sits on the kitchen door step waiting for me to let her in just like a cat or dog. None of the others have done this when they have been ill. She seems to have no desire to return to the flock and avoids the aviary. I am going to seperate the run temporarily so she can be with them but not let them attack her. Brilliant tho cos I get my kitchen space back again at last. At least till another one gets ill. I will have to ring the vet and let her know she has got this far since most vets would have just put her down but I asked them to give her a chance (since the liver does heal) and it looks like it was worth the hassle it has been.
Now I am going to spend the next 6 days ( weekdays that is) writing my book. Then I will have another event as small animal sanctuary xmas thing on 20th and then Viva on 26th and that is it till xmas is done. Terrible year this one for me/my business and no events in December other than the usual small kings heath animal free xmas fair which is on 17th december so if like last year we may end up getting snowed in! hey it was a good one tho. Hopefully by January next year the book will finally be finished and then I can start to aproach publishers and hopefully get it into print and I can be a real author at last and get my book out there where it is possibly the only one of its kind so I will not write too much here about it.
WALTER PIGEON UPDATE
Well for ages I had thought Walter our free flying pigeon had gone since she was not around then 15th September she turned up with her mate and two baby pigeons. They were feeding the babies on our fence. Sadly I was not fast enough with teh camera being amazed at the sight before me but I did take some photos a few days later when the parents were trying to get them weaned:



We finally took the abestos off the out-house roof and let the council know we needed to dispose of it. My permit has come from the waste transfer site at last so I can get rid it. Trouble is have spent the £50 we need to pay them. Still I will work something out. Wonder if they take credit cards? I will have to ring and ask and if yes get rid of the nasty stuff once and for all. We had on disposable suits and masks etc when we removed it and one lot of neighbours sensibly shut the windows and went inside but the other side sat out in the garden drinking tea and watched us. Well I know its the least dangerous sort of asbestos but how silly are they really! I always knew they are nosey but that is just stupid. They have exposed themselves to asbestos dust! I bought spanish slate tiles which my lovely Mick will put on eventually on the new roof. Trouble is he has again had loads of back pain so who knows when we will be warm this winter. If it comes to it I will have to try and do it myself but I am really not at all sure what I am doing when tiling roofs. Not quite like tiling a wall methinks! One day the house will be finished and not too long in the future I reckon. I have even started to wallpaper the bedroom. I found some paper for £2.50 a roll reduced in B&Q and its really quite nice. Juniper berries and greenery and makes a good bedroom wallpaper. Except I have possibly bought double what we needed since never having papered that room before had to estimate and have trashed only one bit so far. Since half the room is done with 3 rolls and still have 9 rolls left have somewhat of an excess. I could take it back since you have 90 days to do so but am considering doing teh spare room in teh same paper. After all we are not moving anytime soon and will change the main bedroom in probably about 5 years anyway so it would be a cheap way to finish the house and does it really matter if you have 2 bedrooms with the same paper?
Sally became ill with an infection of the liver just after my last blog. First she got sour crop, then violent diahorea and followed by jaundice around her eyes if you turned her upside down the skin round her rear was yellow. I took her to the vet after her weight had dropped to 1.2kg. Vet reckoned she had a 50:50 chance and was probably over the worst and if she lived the next two days could be ok. That was the middle of September. Now its November and she is still here. Its been about 7 weeks since she came in and amazingly she has recovered from a liver infection which sent her skin and eye lids bright yellow. She also went down to 900g and is now back to 1800g so doing ok. Still not the 3kg she should be but given a week to integrate she should I reckon be able to stand up to the rest of the flock and move back into the hen house. None of them have so far reached the 3kg mark anyway despite me trying to get weight on them. All are around 2.5kg. She is still in the house in a rabbit cage and ventures into the garden regularly. Between eating tons of food,she keeps moaning at me to let her out and then when she has had enough she sits on the kitchen door step waiting for me to let her in just like a cat or dog. None of the others have done this when they have been ill. She seems to have no desire to return to the flock and avoids the aviary. I am going to seperate the run temporarily so she can be with them but not let them attack her. Brilliant tho cos I get my kitchen space back again at last. At least till another one gets ill. I will have to ring the vet and let her know she has got this far since most vets would have just put her down but I asked them to give her a chance (since the liver does heal) and it looks like it was worth the hassle it has been.
Now I am going to spend the next 6 days ( weekdays that is) writing my book. Then I will have another event as small animal sanctuary xmas thing on 20th and then Viva on 26th and that is it till xmas is done. Terrible year this one for me/my business and no events in December other than the usual small kings heath animal free xmas fair which is on 17th december so if like last year we may end up getting snowed in! hey it was a good one tho. Hopefully by January next year the book will finally be finished and then I can start to aproach publishers and hopefully get it into print and I can be a real author at last and get my book out there where it is possibly the only one of its kind so I will not write too much here about it.
WALTER PIGEON UPDATE
Well for ages I had thought Walter our free flying pigeon had gone since she was not around then 15th September she turned up with her mate and two baby pigeons. They were feeding the babies on our fence. Sadly I was not fast enough with teh camera being amazed at the sight before me but I did take some photos a few days later when the parents were trying to get them weaned:
We finally took the abestos off the out-house roof and let the council know we needed to dispose of it. My permit has come from the waste transfer site at last so I can get rid it. Trouble is have spent the £50 we need to pay them. Still I will work something out. Wonder if they take credit cards? I will have to ring and ask and if yes get rid of the nasty stuff once and for all. We had on disposable suits and masks etc when we removed it and one lot of neighbours sensibly shut the windows and went inside but the other side sat out in the garden drinking tea and watched us. Well I know its the least dangerous sort of asbestos but how silly are they really! I always knew they are nosey but that is just stupid. They have exposed themselves to asbestos dust! I bought spanish slate tiles which my lovely Mick will put on eventually on the new roof. Trouble is he has again had loads of back pain so who knows when we will be warm this winter. If it comes to it I will have to try and do it myself but I am really not at all sure what I am doing when tiling roofs. Not quite like tiling a wall methinks! One day the house will be finished and not too long in the future I reckon. I have even started to wallpaper the bedroom. I found some paper for £2.50 a roll reduced in B&Q and its really quite nice. Juniper berries and greenery and makes a good bedroom wallpaper. Except I have possibly bought double what we needed since never having papered that room before had to estimate and have trashed only one bit so far. Since half the room is done with 3 rolls and still have 9 rolls left have somewhat of an excess. I could take it back since you have 90 days to do so but am considering doing teh spare room in teh same paper. After all we are not moving anytime soon and will change the main bedroom in probably about 5 years anyway so it would be a cheap way to finish the house and does it really matter if you have 2 bedrooms with the same paper?
Wednesday, 7 September 2011
new orders
Well got an order today for bath bombs. Been ages and was feeling like giving up. Business is dire to say the least. When will the recession-depression end? One bit of good news tho is SMEG decided to give us a new dishwasher since it is still breaking down. Thats good. I do wonder if its cos I told them I had blogged it and considering I had many many more hits for that one blog than for all the rest put together ( they probably also checked it out and found my review) then at teh least I have damaged their trade and told the world about the shoddiness of the disher we had. Have yet to find out if this one is any better, The last one broke after 3 days. This one arrived on 5th so I am poised to see if it breaks tomorrow or if not how soon after. Of course it could just be we had a dodgy one in the first place and this one is ok. I will let you know in due course dear readers.Since I last blogged much has changed - besides my rubbish lack of trade that is. Wlater has been and gone and been again and we are only able to Identify him or her now by the fact he or she is not scared to stay on the bird table and the rest of the pigeons all fly off if we are around. The huge brown preadtor bird is possibly an eagle which is shocking but we have yet to find out what sort. It must be an escapee I think. It lives up the road next to the M1. We have seen it whilst walking the dogs. Gwennytoo is dead and so is Gwyneth. Gwyneth was yet another case of cancer so very sad. They died within a week of each other. Now I am left with Lily, Sally from the first 3 we had and Maisey and Helen from the second 3 hens. There is no real Hierachy which is strange and they all seem to bully or be bullied and stick up for them selves if being bullied. They are very nice "average" middle of the road chickens and there is finally peace in the aviary and the flock. They shout like crazy to come out if I am in the garden.Needless to say they are out and about quite a lot and cause disaster oin the garden wherever they go! The crops are very varied. The squashes all succummbed to mildew when I did not water the roots for 2 days and we lost all the pumpkins but the one we had picked to make the others get bigger. They are all ended now. The allotment tho is filling up with winter veg and looks good but I should have taken one double the size while I could cos its not big enough. Never mind. I have asked to have another should any come up. The garden is also looking good and the rose walk/ wood henge I was given but M for my birthday is getting built slowly. I have 9 climbing roses and 3 jasmines to come and I may also have some clematis - cant remember now. I told EGG I will not accept their rate increase so have given up 2 credit cards with them which is good - tho still have to repay them - but does mean I have nothing to fall back on now should we have a crisis. Hopefully we wont. No idea yet how to raise the money to vaccinate the dogs thpo and they are due next month! Still every time I need money it arrives. I never have extra but just what I need it seems. Hopefully it will carry on this way. My book is slowly happening but I didnt make my deadline and its about 1/4 written really. Onwards to that then.
Tuesday, 14 June 2011
Another death
We had another chicken die. She went to the vets on 30th May really just as a precautionary measure since I knew she had previously had egg peritonitus and may again need anti biotics. She was not ill but I just had a feeling so booked her in and took her. Vet was very happy with her but confirmed she was probably in need since by the time we got the appointment she had diahorea. I was given anti biotics and came home. She had done well since in 2 months had put on 750g in weight which is loads. She was almost 3kg. I gave her some anti biotics and put her back in the run with her mates. About an hour later I went down the garden and Gwenny2 was sitting down and sleeping so I picked her up and put her in a nest of hay in the hen house and assumed she was exhausted from going to the vets. Its about 25 miles to the nearest one who will treat chickens and they never travel well so this was not really unusual. At dusk I got everyone in from the garden and they went to bed. next day we were poff to do Wessex folk festival in Weymouth so the girls were being looked after by a chicken sitter. Anyway at about 5am I went to let them out and opened the pop hole and no one came out which is very weird. Normally they all just troop out in a line and scrabble at me for food until I put out all their numerous dishes - they have lots to prevent squabbles. Anyway I opened the side door and looked inside and they were all upset by Gwenny2 who was dead and stiff in teh hay where I had put her the previous day. So sad. Her little body must have just given up. I loved her and I miss her. She used to jump up at the food bucket when I was feeding them and fly at me if I had lettuce. She was veryd estructive in the garden and it seems very weird without her. I had become very attached. We went to weymouth for a week which was anice break but when we returned Gwyneth is ill. I suppose no one would notice but I know her. Her comb has flopped thru malnutrition since I assume she has been bullied and not eaten proerly. She has been on antibiotics for diahorea and I have been trying to feed her up since last wednesday when we got home. The chicken sitter didnt realise or my oarents who had popped in to water my veg. Poor little girlie. I have managed to get her to eat at last using a mix of porridge oats and chicken food and yesterday she tried to steal out of the food bucket I use to carry food around the garden to their pen. I think she will make it but it has been touch and go and her comb is still flat and droopy. I rexckon a week or so more and she may be healthy and strong enough to go back in. WE had to force feed her the first day cos she would not eat at all but once she had something in her she seems to have got strong enough to feed herself- or maybe the horror of force feeeding made her eat! Anyway I went onholiday to a death and an ill bird on return. Maybe I shouldnt go away as long again while I have the chickens.
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